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I like being single. I really do. I prefer being single.
But still... That moment when you learn that a truly wonderful man who could have been yours...that just wasn't quite the right man for you...but who you still adore...now has a girlfriend who posts on Facebook that she loves him?
It still stings. A lot. Because if I were just a little less independent-minded and solitary? That could have been me.
...
Still, I haven't seen him this happy in a long time. So I'm glad for him. I'm just a little bit sad for myself, even if it was my decision to end it.
But still... That moment when you learn that a truly wonderful man who could have been yours...that just wasn't quite the right man for you...but who you still adore...now has a girlfriend who posts on Facebook that she loves him?
It still stings. A lot. Because if I were just a little less independent-minded and solitary? That could have been me.
...
Still, I haven't seen him this happy in a long time. So I'm glad for him. I'm just a little bit sad for myself, even if it was my decision to end it.
