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innerslytherin ([personal profile] innerslytherin) wrote2012-10-24 11:41 pm

I will be so glad to see November 7

Wow, hi LJ! *dusts off blog* How is everyone doing? I have been focused so much on work and novel and SWC blog that I have been almost entirely absent here.

I love my job. Every single day I go to work and feel like I have made a difference to my coworkers and employer, and that I have given an excellent experience to our visitors. I don't think there's any way I wouldn't like a job where the mission statement was to "celebrate and renew belief in the power of the individual spirit to affect American history and culture." And one of these days, I'll even finish reading Ben-Hur.

About three weeks ago I swore off Facebook until the election was over. Too much vitriol from either side of the aisle, and frankly I was tired of losing respect for people I had always liked. Tonight I took a cool quiz at www.isidewith.com and, to no great surprise, learned that I side 76% with Barack Obama. (What surprised me more was that I actually agreed with Mitt Romney about...well, um, anything.) The website had sharing links, so I took a deep breath, bit the bullet and outed myself on Facebook as someone who's voting Democrat this year.

Of course, now I'm too cowardly to go read my friends feed, with its three lonely liberals. Ah, the loneliness of being a moderate. You may get to poke fun at both ends of the political spectrum, but you also have twice the number of people pissed off at you. *G*

Because of a request one of my beta-readers made, I've been spending my writing time this week working on an episode in the backstory of five characters. It's not something that will appear in the novel, except as each of those five people remember it from their various POVs. But the more I work on it, the more I love it, and I'm gaining all sorts of new understanding of these characters I've been living with for...um...over 22 years now. Well, most of them. Poor Ranulf, he didn't show up until draft 3, I think. *G* Anyway, it's fun.

I'm not doing NaNoWriMo this year. I made a miserable attempt at Camp NaNo this summer, which consisted of me signing up for it and promptly refusing to write for nearly two weeks straight. That led to some consideration of my novel-writing process, and I decided that, while NaNoWriMo is awesomely fun, I have learned all that it has to teach me at the present, and I really want to concentrate on finishing my current novel revision. So I'm setting NaNo aside for 2012. I may go back to it in future years, but not this year. NaNo taught me how to plot a novel, and NaNo gave me characters like Zeva and Edmund and Fithian, and I will forever be grateful that I discovered NaNoWriMo. But this year, it isn't in the cards.

In other news, still looking for a second part-time job. Retail and waitressing are out, unfortunately, because as much as I love my job, it requires a lot of energy for someone who is an introvert. I think adding a second job that requires too much interaction with the general public would make me a wreck. And in the meantime, I'm squeaking by financially. I had to borrow $10 from my dad until payday on Friday, but since that $10 is going to keep his and mom's cell phones working along with my own, I think that's okay. And one of these days I'll get around to selling my Gaiam balance ball chair and that Boonton ware I inherited from Gedna and have no use for.

A while ago Eowyn brought me a present, in the form of a not-quite-dead mouse. I'm not afraid of mice, but I don't particularly want them in my bed, so I carried her back downstairs (mouse firmly in her jaws) and put her in a large box. She proceeded to kill the mouse and jump out of the box, leaving the mouse behind to feed me, I guess. I think she's getting the hang of this hunting thing. :)
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[personal profile] brisus 2012-10-25 11:23 pm (UTC)(link)
That's great you love your job! :)

I usually don't discuss too much politics b/c you're right--people are vicious regardless of what side your on. I just keep my vote mainly to myself.

[identity profile] daylyn.livejournal.com 2012-10-25 02:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Hey. Just stopped by LJ and I'm glad to see that, essentially, you're doing well. Your job sounds great. Good luck with writing and finding a part time job

And I know what you mean about wanting this election to be over. While I'm lucky I don't live in a "battleground" state (and thus the political advertising isn't overwhelming) I'm currently living in a conservative stronghold of a liberal state. I had a very uncomfortable time at the dentist the day after the first debate, as he mocked threatened me with novacaine injections to the neck after finding out I went to Berkeley for grad school and considered myself liberal (although I joked that by Berkeley standards, I'm a right wing fascist, which I suppose makes me a moderate). All he heard was Berkeley and liberal and he was horrified. Um. Yeah.

Anyway, glad to hear that things are okay and good luck with everything. And Eowyn is a very kind and thoughtful cat. At least she thinks she is.

[identity profile] wizened-cynic.livejournal.com 2012-10-26 03:47 am (UTC)(link)
Ah, I have the great fortune of living in a place where nobody has been following the American election so the highlight of my Facebook feed is my cousin's boyfriend dramas. If you want, we can trade ;)

Best of luck with your job search! I'm an introvert who sadly has to be an extrovert for her job and it's ... really, really tough. I often come home completely exhausted just from having to be around people and meeting all of their insipid demands. I hope you get a part-time job that allows you to have some time and space to yourself, and I will live vicariously through you.

Sorry for just randomly appearing in your journal. I friended a whole bunch of R/P writers one night when I was high on Ambien, and now I'm stuck in an 8-hour lecture about drafting commercial contracts, so I'm REALLY BORED.

[identity profile] wizened-cynic.livejournal.com 2012-10-29 02:16 pm (UTC)(link)
People really don't! I had to take this group personality training once and at the end of it, the extroverts in my group reported to feel energized just by being around people and talking, while the introverts felt totally wiped out. It is draining. Going out for drinks is the absolute bane of my existence, because not only do you have to talk for hours about nothing, you also have to be in a loud, crowded environment packed with people. I am always that person who stares morosely at her lime soda and wishing somebody would just kill me and end my misery.

I love, love that moment when the Ambien hits and you start thinking you can reach into your computer screen.

It's a little sad that nobody posts much on LJ anymore (not unexpected though, due to the shit LJ has been pulling) but I enjoy it as a text-based medium so much more than, say, tumblr. Except that is a lie, because tumblr has pretty images of Paget Brewster. I'm torn.